Im slowly deleting (almost) everything that was on here. I hate past me and I hate how not wise and angry I was.
nothing has really changed TBH, still I dont want to be reminded of the cringe.
And I hate talking to myself while having a phone camera pointed at me like people on tiktok, insta, youtube etc etc etc.
I feel like the camera is being pointed at the wrong thing in that instance, so I shall instead try to organize my thought here and not look like a narcissistic lunatic.
I finally got the call I've been waiting for, for years. I should have got it sooner, apparently I was forgotten about for several weeks and now Im scrambling to get my affairs in order.Packing up things, trying to figure out what I need to bring. I'll have to leave the girl back here for now, hopefully I can come back for her sometime or I can bring her to wherever I end up.I start next Monday, first time in years Ive had to learn something new, its awesome, and a little intimidating, however I did once near impulsively jump on a plane to see an airshow and drink in Japan. Im going to do that again, they have more fun at their airshows than we do here.I have done this a couple of times, when I first learned to fly, then again when I went to flight college for cpl multi etc....Then again when I was doing survey work. There is a pattern, I start a new flying thing I remember blogger exists.
Im a little nervous about this, its a big step, big risk and very short notice. A lot of things could go sideways.
